The COMA of Creativity

I dared to hope just a little that I could slowly enter back into creativity. I knew to take it slow that it would be slow. I just didn’t count on it even slower yet. I can’t even bring myself to come and check things out here past the first “look what got posted in the last 8 seconds page” and to see if there are any messages. A friend had called it a “resting phase” SH@#@@#@#t This is down right THE COMA of CREATIVITY.

I can’t look at photos or others’ artwork for reasons of jealousy or something. I even turned over or covered my own work so I couldn’t see it. This happened after I gave a presentation on being an artist to a group kids. Kids of all people! And they were a great audience with great questions, participation and acceptance. not even a bad critique. I thought I was ready enough to do a simple children’s presentation. What ‘creativity’ goes into that.

But, I really don’t know why I covered the work. It just happened. I guess I should be grateful that I didn’t slash the paintings or burn them. I’ve heard of some artists doing that.

I guess that is the end of my little rant. to get it out of my head. Can’t do anything else with it (NO i can’t channel it into art). Just thought I’d check in to let folks know I still breathe somewhat. Hope all is well with all of you.

Peace Out

~ by Nyssa on August 29, 2008.